urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:datenshix datenshix datenshix 2009-07-22T02:06:52Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:datenshix:121965 2009-07-22T02:06:52Z 2009-07-22T02:06:52Z Billy Talent - Saint Veronika Who? Me.<br />What? Life.<br />When? Sometime soon.<br />Where? Anywhere.<br />Why? Tired.<p>&nbsp;</p><br /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:datenshix:121628 2009-06-25T03:25:13Z 2009-06-25T03:25:13Z <br />Hollywood Undead - Circles.<br />Johnny 3:<br /> I see me <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">writin on this paper.</span><br /> <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">Prayin for some savior.</span><br /> Wishin intake her and save her.<br /> <br /> In a world so, so godless and thoughtless, <br /> <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">I don't know </span>how we wrought this, <br /> All the <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">love</span> that you brought us.<br /> <br /> It feels like<span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);"> I'm killin myself.</span><br /> Just <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">will</span>in myself.<br /> Just to <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">pray for some help.</span><br /> <br /> I'd give it all just to have, have your <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">uncertainy</span>.<br /> Cause it's all that <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">assures me.</span><br /> It's worth all <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">that hurts me.</span><br /> <br /> I'd give you <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">my heart</span>, <br /> And let you just hold it.<br /> I'd give you my soul, <br /> But <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">I already sold it.</span><br /> <br /> On that day that day, <br /> The day <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">I walked away</span> in December.<br /> <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">I will always remember.<br /> I'll regret it forever.</span><br /> <br /> I remember brown eyes, <br /> <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">So sad</span> and blue skies.<br /> Turned to darkness and night.<br /> <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">I'm so sick of the fight.</span><br /> <br /> <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">I won't breathe</span> unless you breathe, <br /> <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">Won't bleed </span>unless you bleed.<br /> Won't be unless you be, <br /> 'Till I'm gone and <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">I can sleep.</span> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:datenshix:121442 2009-06-03T04:28:16Z 2009-06-03T04:28:16Z You don't know how much I need you.<br />While you're around I don't feel blue.<br />And when we kiss I know that you need me too.<br />I can't believe I found a love that's so pure and true.<br /><br />But it all was bullshit.<br />It was a goddam joke.<br />And when I think of you and I,<br />I hope you fucking choke.<br /><br />I hope you're glad with what you've done to me.<br />I lay in bed all day long feeling melancholy.<br />You left me here all alone, tears running constantly.<br /><br />Oh somebody kill me please,<br />somebody kill me plee-ase,<br />I'm on my knees,<br />pretty pretty please kill me.<br /><br /><u><strong>I want to die.<br />Put a bullet in my head.</strong></u><br /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:datenshix:121167 2009-05-09T05:21:07Z 2009-05-09T05:21:07Z The end will come and bliss will follow. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:datenshix:120832 2009-04-06T05:49:19Z 2009-04-06T05:49:19Z sometimes I wonder what life would be like if i were white. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:datenshix:120669 2009-03-09T04:30:23Z 2009-03-09T04:30:23Z Where did life go?<br />and why did it run away?<br />and how come everything has to change? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:datenshix:120366 2009-03-08T08:00:06Z 2009-03-08T08:00:06Z you right, she was the only girl that has touched me in a while.... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:datenshix:120163 2009-03-07T03:52:00Z 2009-03-07T03:52:00Z I'm just a con about to fade to black. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:datenshix:119889 2009-03-04T04:36:07Z 2009-03-04T04:36:07Z Listen close to everybody’s heart<br />And hear that breaking sound.<br />Hopes and dreams are shattering apart<br />And crashing to the ground. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:datenshix:119642 2009-03-01T05:46:54Z 2009-03-01T05:46:54Z wow, my mom made fun of my inability to meet a someone...<br /><br /><br />Ive been addicted to Dr Horrible's sing along blog, its my favorite musical.<br /><br />i feel like, i can relate to him. i know his pain.<br />hes like...a datenshi. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:datenshix:119325 2009-02-26T06:07:19Z 2009-02-26T06:07:19Z where are they?<br />how can i meet them? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:datenshix:119215 2009-02-24T06:47:24Z 2009-02-24T06:47:52Z maybe i am that kind of horrible person, maybe its karma showing me that i have always been.<br /><br /><br /><br />that would explain alot. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:datenshix:119002 2009-02-24T04:07:38Z 2009-02-24T04:12:44Z I know I'm no race car driver (although i wish i was one), But i love to drive and drive hard. I just heard this quote from Danica Patrick that honestly describes in words how i feel when i try to push myself and become a better driver. For myself.<br /><br />"Your Driving your car and you feel frightened a little bit, we bump up against that feeling as much as we can to try and push that limit further and get comfortable there and then push it again. so you know your constantly on the brink of crashing, cause that's the fastest."<br /><br />-Danica Patrick<br /><br />-------------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br />on another note. <br />Sometimes im just not good with people.<br />i am a hypocrite.<br />i know this.<br />maybe i should be more passive.<br /><br />why did i just lose a friend? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:datenshix:118589 2009-02-17T04:26:52Z 2009-02-17T04:26:52Z LOLOLOP{KOPJIOFHJ!<br /><br />cracked down.... Did e-harmony (even though i am on match.com)<br /><br />"Unable to Match you at this time<br /><br /><br />eHarmony is based upon a complex matching system developed through extensive research with married couples. One of the requirements for successful matching is that participants fall within certain defined profiles. If we find that we will not be able to match a user using these profiles, we feel it is only fair to inform them early in the process.<br /><br />We are so convinced of the importance of creating compatible matches to help people establish happy, lasting relationships that we sometimes choose not to provide service rather than risk an uncertain match.<br /><br />Unfortunately, we are not able to make our profiles work for you. Our matching model could not accurately predict with whom you would be best matched. This occurs for about 20% of potential users, so 1 in 5 people simply will not benefit from our service. We hope that you understand, and we regret our inability to provide service for you at this time."<br /><br />owned. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:datenshix:118501 2009-02-14T06:56:52Z 2009-02-14T06:56:52Z I think im mentally unstable.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Not For Dewey. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:datenshix:118066 2009-02-07T05:08:30Z 2009-02-07T05:08:30Z Murder my sweet memories please. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:datenshix:117820 2009-02-05T04:30:23Z 2009-02-05T04:30:23Z everyday i think about it lately. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:datenshix:117653 2009-02-02T04:51:39Z 2009-02-02T04:51:39Z hope in one hand<br />shit in the other<br />see which one fills up faster<br /><br />thats how i feel right now. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:datenshix:117434 2009-01-30T04:19:36Z 2009-01-30T04:31:11Z Air bender movie. I am angry at it.<br /><br /><br /><img src="http://i202.photobucket.com/albums/aa80/DatenshiX/ChinkAvatar.jpg" /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.geneyang.com/blog/index.php?entry=entry090128-131008">http://www.geneyang.com/blog/index.php?entry=entry090128-131008</a><br /><br />"To be clear, I don't believe that director M. Night Shyamalan and the other creators of Paramount Pictures’ The Last Airbender movie are motivated by intentional racism. They probably just want to make the most entertaining (and profitable) summer blockbuster they can, the best way they know how. But intentionally or not, they are adding another chapter to Hollywood’s long, sordid history of Yellowface. By giving white actors roles that are so obviously Asian - and by stating from the get-go their preference for Caucasians - they tell Asian-Americans that who we are and how we look make us inherently inadequate for American audiences, even in a movie that celebrates our culture. Like the schoolboy who pulls up the corners of his eyes at his "Oriental" classmate, they highlight our otherness."<br /> - Gene Luen Yang<br /><br />its like the dragonball movie. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:datenshix:117006 2009-01-29T05:03:42Z 2009-01-29T05:03:42Z ive been so irritable lately, kinda stressed. I need relief. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:datenshix:116839 2009-01-25T07:38:45Z 2009-01-25T07:38:45Z i wish i could be serene at peace,so i can have relief, no more pains no more worries no more responsibilities no more disappointments, everyone can remember me just as i am now, young at the height of my vitality and power i can have the comfort of never ending blackness and the joy of infinite freedom, so i can catch up on my rest. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:datenshix:116487 2009-01-24T16:15:56Z 2009-01-24T16:15:56Z lol i bought a mp3 off the internet. I couldnt find it =(, this group is ill. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:datenshix:116322 2009-01-20T04:13:47Z 2009-01-20T04:13:47Z Self-loathing is quaint<br />You told me, showing restraint<br />Now you're gone, and I'm lost<br />In the swells, I am tossed<br />Bobbing and choaking and losing the fight in the fog urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:datenshix:116132 2009-01-19T01:18:12Z 2009-01-19T01:18:12Z <br /><table border="1" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="3" bgcolor="white"> <tr><td><a href="http://www.colorquiz.com"><img border="0" alt="ColorQuiz.com" src="http://www.colorquiz.com/images/colorquizlogosmall2.gif" width="120" height="32"></a></td> <td>Dewey took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test!<p><i>"Feels he has been unjustly and undeservedly treate..."</i><p><br /><a href="http://www.colorquiz.com/cgi-bin/results.cgi?do=print_blog&amp;picked1=1,0,7,2,6,5,4,3,0&amp;picked2=0,7,1,2,6,5,4,3,0&amp;sex=Male&amp;blog_name=Dewey">Click here</a> to read the rest of the results.</td></tr></table><br /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:datenshix:115926 2009-01-18T05:58:13Z 2009-01-18T05:58:13Z Fill my soul with vomit then ask me for a piece of gum.