datenshix

Who? Me.
What? Life.
When? Sometime soon.
Where? Anywhere.
Why? Tired.

 

Hollywood Undead - Circles.
Johnny 3:
I see me writin on this paper.
Prayin for some savior.
Wishin intake her and save her.

In a world so, so godless and thoughtless,
I don't know how we wrought this,
All the love that you brought us.

It feels like I'm killin myself.
Just willin myself.
Just to pray for some help.

I'd give it all just to have, have your uncertainy.
Cause it's all that assures me.
It's worth all that hurts me.

I'd give you my heart,
And let you just hold it.
I'd give you my soul,
But I already sold it.

On that day that day,
The day I walked away in December.
I will always remember.
I'll regret it forever.

I remember brown eyes,
So sad and blue skies.
Turned to darkness and night.
I'm so sick of the fight.

I won't breathe unless you breathe,
Won't bleed unless you bleed.
Won't be unless you be,
'Till I'm gone and I can sleep.

You don't know how much I need you.
While you're around I don't feel blue.
And when we kiss I know that you need me too.
I can't believe I found a love that's so pure and true.

But it all was bullshit.
It was a goddam joke.
And when I think of you and I,
I hope you fucking choke.

I hope you're glad with what you've done to me.
I lay in bed all day long feeling melancholy.
You left me here all alone, tears running constantly.

Oh somebody kill me please,
somebody kill me plee-ase,
I'm on my knees,
pretty pretty please kill me.

I want to die.
Put a bullet in my head.

The end will come and bliss will follow.

sometimes I wonder what life would be like if i were white.

Where did life go?
and why did it run away?
and how come everything has to change?

you right, she was the only girl that has touched me in a while....

I'm just a con about to fade to black.

Listen close to everybody’s heart
And hear that breaking sound.
Hopes and dreams are shattering apart
And crashing to the ground.

wow, my mom made fun of my inability to meet a someone...


Ive been addicted to Dr Horrible's sing along blog, its my favorite musical.

i feel like, i can relate to him. i know his pain.
hes like...a datenshi.

where are they?
how can i meet them?

maybe i am that kind of horrible person, maybe its karma showing me that i have always been.



that would explain alot.

I know I'm no race car driver (although i wish i was one), But i love to drive and drive hard. I just heard this quote from Danica Patrick that honestly describes in words how i feel when i try to push myself and become a better driver. For myself.

"Your Driving your car and you feel frightened a little bit, we bump up against that feeling as much as we can to try and push that limit further and get comfortable there and then push it again. so you know your constantly on the brink of crashing, cause that's the fastest."

-Danica Patrick

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on another note.
Sometimes im just not good with people.
i am a hypocrite.
i know this.
maybe i should be more passive.

why did i just lose a friend?

LOLOLOP{KOPJIOFHJ!

cracked down.... Did e-harmony (even though i am on match.com)

"Unable to Match you at this time


eHarmony is based upon a complex matching system developed through extensive research with married couples. One of the requirements for successful matching is that participants fall within certain defined profiles. If we find that we will not be able to match a user using these profiles, we feel it is only fair to inform them early in the process.

We are so convinced of the importance of creating compatible matches to help people establish happy, lasting relationships that we sometimes choose not to provide service rather than risk an uncertain match.

Unfortunately, we are not able to make our profiles work for you. Our matching model could not accurately predict with whom you would be best matched. This occurs for about 20% of potential users, so 1 in 5 people simply will not benefit from our service. We hope that you understand, and we regret our inability to provide service for you at this time."

owned.

I think im mentally unstable.




Not For Dewey.

Murder my sweet memories please.

everyday i think about it lately.

hope in one hand
shit in the other
see which one fills up faster

thats how i feel right now.

Air bender movie. I am angry at it.







http://www.geneyang.com/blog/index.php?entry=entry090128-131008

"To be clear, I don't believe that director M. Night Shyamalan and the other creators of Paramount Pictures’ The Last Airbender movie are motivated by intentional racism. They probably just want to make the most entertaining (and profitable) summer blockbuster they can, the best way they know how. But intentionally or not, they are adding another chapter to Hollywood’s long, sordid history of Yellowface. By giving white actors roles that are so obviously Asian - and by stating from the get-go their preference for Caucasians - they tell Asian-Americans that who we are and how we look make us inherently inadequate for American audiences, even in a movie that celebrates our culture. Like the schoolboy who pulls up the corners of his eyes at his "Oriental" classmate, they highlight our otherness."
- Gene Luen Yang

its like the dragonball movie.

ive been so irritable lately, kinda stressed. I need relief.